I was almost asleep

I was high :}

After just 2 months I finally realize that I'm in USA, doing the things that I always wanted, realizing my dream.
Do you remember last month that I was totally lost and sad and depressive ? Yeah ! It finally finished.
I'm so happy about this. I think I was too negative about things, about missing my country and everything, and I guess I was making the bad things here worse, so it was killing me, but hey, I have to wake up, being here is not a silly thing that everyone can do. And if I have this opportunity, I just have to enjoy it and don't let anybody destroy this! And thank you so much mom and dad, for this. Especially God, He helped me a lot, so so much.
I'm just sorry about my annoying time. I'm sure that I was almost killing everybody, especially Jojo, Gabe and Ique, here in USA. And my parents there in Brazil.
That days when I was hella bad I decided go back to Brazil, and it was really serious, but then, Ique talked to me, he was very honest about his experience and he reminded me about our "old life" when we used to live in Itupeva and dream that some day we were going to live in USA.
I just cryed a lot, you can imagine. I remembered exactly everything, every detail.
He said that here it's really really different, not  judging, but we can't have everything we had here, and that's true. He also said that sometimes we need to "swallolling frog", an expression that means we have to live with some unfair things.
After that I just thought how I was naive and stupid. I stopped.
Now, 3 weeks after, I'm feeling really good and I just enjoyed every moment I had until now ;}